White Flags
Whoops, sorry, life’s been kinda hectic but I’ll try to get a new update in for my gaming blog tomorrow. I started Kuzunoha Raidou today so I’ll probably write about that.
Anyways…omg tonight was probably the biggest chain reaction of fuckups in my life. Starting from bad decisions the moment I woke up all the way till now. Biggest perpatrators tonight? Feelings of inadequacy and cold feet, shortly followed by feelings of vengeance and anger.
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“Good night! Okay, now it’s your turn: say ‘Good night, [name editted]‘”. When she said that to me, it reminded me all too well of that night. “Say good night to me, close your eyes, and count to 10. When you open them again, it’ll be like this was a dream. A good dream.” Warped by my memories of course, but that’s pretty much how I remember it. Like the scene in P4 when you max out Yumi’s s.link: “I’m gonna turn around, that way if you reject me, I won’t have to see you go.” I wonder if those people know in the end just how much pain the end up causing the other.
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This is one of my favorite scenes in P4 btw, it makes me insanely happy whenever I watch it :p
Hm…relative to closing eyes, on the flip side there’s this scene from P4…another one of my favorites:
“Why close your eyes? So you won’t have to witness my sinfulness.”
